Wahoo!!!

Hey there online people, Today was such a good day. For one, I found out that my best friend is pregnant. (She's been trying forever!!) and then I hung out with a really close guy friend of mine tonight. Things had gotten really strange between the two...

Drowning

A large dark blanket Drowning all light Smothering me It's a difficult fight Like a black cloud Floating above Descending slowly As hatred not love Filling the air I find it hard to take a breathe I'm not sure I...

My poems

I know I'm not the best poet but somehow writing poems helps. I think they are pretty self explanitory but just in case... I met some.... lol when I was 12!! HAH Imagine that. I met this little boy. I was 12 he was 11. In a day we were "best friends"...

Goodbye

My heart will be broken I know that this is true It's just a matter of when and how But I know it's what you'll do I know its not your fault I set myself up for this If only I could explain to you I'm in a dark abyss ...

I hate the way you love me

I hate the way you always call I hate the way you treat me well I hate the sweet little things you do I hate them, I really do I hate the way you make me laugh I hate the way you build me up I hate the pillar you are to me I...

Dark Thoughts

Restless mind, unrelenting thoughts, memories replayed, There's nothing like dark thoughts Toss and Turn I cannot stop Fast Forward and Rewind It's always there. There's nothing like dark thoughts They crowd your...

A Little more info about me

Ok so I don't really remember where I left off.... Anyway, When I was 12 my family moved to the United States. At the time I was under the impression that we were moving here for the "better life" the "american dream". Little did I know the real reason...

To start off

This is the beginning of my thoughts. I won't get a lot down today but it will be a great start. I am in my early....very early twenties. I like my life... now at least. A difficult upbringing has caused so many emotional scars that even if I had the...